It's strange that I've found someone who has made me feel like home. I never thought there was someone on this earth who would make me feel like I don't need to keep looking or seeing other people. I am happy, and it's strange. It's actually quite distractive. From all the people that have talked to me about love and marriage, they say that you ( Read more... )

All of life’s experiences just take away from the depth of a soul. I used to be a tangled soul, someone full of life and expression. “I feel like I’ve been in a coma for 20 years, and I’m just now waking up”. I used to be able to openly share who I was and others would love me for it. I wouldn’t always share with everyone. You have to share with ( Read more... )

i realized a couple things so far ( Read more... )

i haven't written lately. not too much to say. jimmy and i are going good and strong, but i'm missing out on the rest of my life. i'm always behind in school and SO very behind in work. not cool at all. last week i worked 35 hours ( Read more... )

yof3 (1:14:50 AM): physically, you're the most attractive woman i've ever seen, and thats not bullshit, i'm talkin every part of you

odd times ahead ( Read more... )

Things are so... different ( Read more... )

i hate updating. i dont want to update. i'm just going to complain, so stop reading ( Read more... )

I've been really unhappy and just not good lately. always in a bad mood. even my family noticed and made comments. the same family that didn't see how depressed i was for a span of 3 years. i feel nauseous all the time, i feel like i weigh 500 pounds, i have headaches all the time, and just generally feel like shit ( Read more... )

The threat of lonliness is always at my door. I constantly think about my future, and if I really will end up by myself ( Read more... )