For real? For real though, how come, even when I don't look for it, shit, even when it doesn't involve me...somehow drama always finds me and sticks to me like fucking crazy glue. AAAAHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

I'm so confused. What the hell is it that you want? Fucking people, man. You're weird.

I don't know why drama has to constantly follow me around, no matter how much I try to avoid it, it's always there. Uuggghhhh!

I'm finally accepting my life for what it is and I love it. I can't describe how happy I've been and it's been too long. I finally know that I'm going to be ok ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of feeling hurt. I know it takes time but I want the time to pass already. I've accepted that it's never going to happen for us again but I just want to feel totally and utterly happy again. I have yet to be the same since it happened. You changed me and I want to be the way I used to be. I want to act how I did, I want to feel ( Read more... )

I'm sad. I feel overwhelmed with grief because I'm sick, I've been sick and I've had to take care of myself and I forgot what that's like. I forgot not having someone to make you sick food and give you you're medicine and make sure you have all you need so that you can just relax in bed to get better ( Read more... )

It's so hard to see you and not jump on you with hugs and kisses. I miss us so much and I wish there was something more than time that could take this heartache away.

I miss you.

I've never felt so vulnerable in my entire life.

I wish I could shut my mind and my heart off. I can't stop playing back the last year and half, I feel like I'm driving myself crazy.

i forgot how hard this is.