I'm confused...happy but confused nonetheless. I want so many things right now but I find them all so unattainable. I know how childish this sounds but I really wish time could just stop for a couple months. I feel like there is so much I need to catch up on and the days are just never long enough ( Read more... )

I don't know what I want anymore.

I don't know why but I've all of a sudden become overwhelmed with a huge sense of loneliness and I don't like it. I've never been one to need a person so I'm really bothered by this. I like my independence but I guess it's more of a want than a need. Whatever, I think I'm better off ignoring it.

I don't think I've ever been more disgusted by my "friends" in my entire life. It really is so true that as you grow older you realize who your true friends are. People are going to come and go throughout my entire life but I know the 3 of us will stick through it. I'm glad I know who I can count on. I think it's about time for a change, I ( Read more... )

Why can't a fucking school, any one of them, just tell me straight out what it is I need to do in order to transfer. I'm getting fucked over with my undergrad because no one knows how to do their damn job. I'm so sick of dealing with incompetent, ignorant people that think they know what they're doing. Ugggghhhhhh.

I...am...an idiot.

When did I start to suck at this?

I hope I didn't ruin it for good.

I don't know what's wrong with me. Today didn't start out well but it wasn't a bad day either. I don't know, I just keep getting so aggravated at everything and I have so much pent up frustration. I just want to let it out but I don't know how. My head hasn't been clear in so long, I just want my problems to disappear for awhile. I want to ( Read more... )

I don't have the strength anymore, I really don't. I'm so drained from this constant anger I project towards you. I don't know what it was about last night but I'm done. I've come to the realization that I have to accept my father for the person that he is and 73 years into his life, there's no room for change. I do, however, have trouble ( Read more... )

You make me so completely sick. I can't stand the thought of knowing you're my father. You've never been there for me and I can honestly say that you never will be. I'm so disgusted by you and I just want to yell and scream at you so you know what I'm feeling. I want to hurt you the way you've hurt me for so many years. I want you to realize ( Read more... )

I wanted to cry today out of sheer frustration. It was nothing big, but there's just been so much build up that this small incident just set me off. I wanted to sit on the floor and cry like a small child until I felt better. I wanted my mom to hold me and tell me that I was overreacting and that everything would resolve itself ( Read more... )