I begin to wonder where I’ve been, where I’m going and how did I get here. It’s like one day everything was going perfect, I was full of fight…full of flight. Then suddenly I find my wings clipped, I find I’ve fallen and I’m left wondering why. Why travel all this way just to find I’ve actually not moved at all ( Read more... )

Am burning some of my old college work to disk. Have uploaded a few images. Not massive, but a little bandwidth would help :)

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Two months of mayhem and I think I'm coming back to my senses. Been rolling on a tangent. I've been against everything...against everyone. I written something earlier about outer confidence being a shield for my inner sensitivity. Believe me, I took the outer confidence thing to extremes. Cops, helicopters, crashes, fists, dark planning, dark ( Read more... )

Am needing to sort my shit out again. Think I need some routine back in my life. Currently running a regime of bed around 6:00am, rise around 11/12 ish. Surely this ain't good. On top of that I think I'm addicted to the net. My days are flittering by, no content, not enough being achieved. Creatively I'm on fire(graphics, websites, video, music), ( Read more... )

I'm not getting what all the fuss is about. Am on about Valentine's an all that. For one of the first times I feel quite cool and collected about it all. Figure this is quite a dangerous place to be, single and contented...emotionally stable infact ( Read more... )

current mood is...
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For all of 5 minutes my life turned into a Benny Hill meets Carry On film sketch today.
I'm nearly done exchanging a few items of clothing that needed to be returned (i.e: dodgy christmas presents). So, today it was underwear...I enter the store (big department store by the way), go to the underwear section, find what I want (3 pack of nice whites ( Read more... )

Describe one thing about yourself that only your heart does know?
My outer confidence is just a front for my inner sensitivity.

Who is your teacher, and why?I have a son of 8, it has to be him! He taught me, swearing was unnecessary, smoking will kill me, adults can be as free as kids, and love is unconditional. In my eyes, I'm still learning, ( Read more... )

And today's dilemma reads "where do I fit in?". It seems all other appointed positions have been took. Fishing around LiveJournal I came to a few conclusions. We have the controversialites, plenty of swearing, bucket load of attitude, and maybe a little nudity (just for the titillation factor!). Mmmm...now these peeps I like, why?.....well, the oh ( Read more... )

am in the process of finishing off the post-christmas drinks.....white rum all round then!!! but seriously, I'm feeling it now! Speaking of feeling it, I've noticed a bout of 'jungle fever' doing the rounds at the moment. Black on white, white on indian, indian on irish, irish on chinese, chinese on black...(and this is just part of it!) So, it ( Read more... )