To be fair, I don't think anyone is left here. Blogs are like a really outdated concept by now. Though I still enjoy the idea of a writing space that belongs to me.

Anyway! This month is going to be really tough, just a reminder to myself that no matter what happens, just do your best.

If nothing is unrelated, then I think I should start practicing ( Read more... )

I am actually kind of struggling right now, hope everyone will be doing better.

This year I know I am going to be fully challenged, but I will do my best to survive the onslaught.

Status

Work team: Having problems with resource
Work non-work: more commitments
Exercise: Need to pick it up again
Attend friend's overseas wedding: WIP
University stuff: Need an extension
Packing: WIP
Social life: What social life?

Have to remind myself to keep fighting though, everything will work out somehow if I stop running away.

I have no idea why I keep being so careless in exposing myself to hurt like this, but all I know is that I need to keep trying and not give up.

That's the thing about leaving yourself vulnerable. You have to expect to get hurt.

But this time, even if I'm hurting, at least I know why I am hurting, and I'm not hurting for no reason.

Just need to keep ( Read more... )

So...

Wednesday 3 May was my last wfo day before I had to begin enduring covid in the household for 15 days. Somehow, I managed to avoid going down with it.

What happened upon my return to office on 19th May, Friday was amazing: Basically, the team next door had two covid positive people that waltzed in on Friday lunch and stayed the entire day. ( Read more... )

I didn't post on my own birthday.

But to the you that has been cooped up in fear and self-doubt.

That didn't really enjoy your birthday on 10th May so much.

That still, you deserve a happy birthday.

Be kind to yourself once the family situation resolves, and treat yourself next weekend if all goes well.

Happy belated birthday dear self, remember, ( Read more... )

The covid-19 situation at home has been pretty bad. I think I am still negative but it is quite hard to say. Have limited ART test kits to use so I have been limiting my trips out of the house.

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This has got to be one of the worst starts to my birthdays in a while.

Workwise, my team has not stabilised. The new help we had in January has left, and now I'm shouldering both the responsibilities of a manager and work. It's killing me slowly.

And it's destroying my progress on my studies. To be fair though, there's not much to destroy in the ( Read more... )

So yesterday, I finally completed by 7th High Key ICT, my 10th overall ICT and apparently 12th ORNS activity. This means that I now move on to the Military Reserves, and I will no longer be required to come back for active service.

It is kind of bittersweet. Everything is done. Not really sure how to go about celebrating this milestone too.

This ( Read more... )

Somehow, it's arrival seems pretty empty.

But at the same time, I think it's more of me needing to face myself more.

Here's to wishing a fruitful 2023 for everyone!

There is a lot waiting for me the moment I step into office on 3rd Jan 2023. 2022 has brought me a lot of challenges, and I can only hope I prove myself equal to them. Covid-19 totally ( Read more... )