I had many positive pregnancy tests and we were getting excited. We went to Maine for Christmas and told everyone the news. I was excited. Then a 31 hour gallbladder attack landed me in the hospital so we missed our flight back to Georgia. The next flight out that we were eligible to board was a week away. We spent an extra week in Maine, and ( Read more... )

Happily married, happily ever after, I was ready for it, but it was not in the cards for me. I dreamed of having children, talked about it, and planned with my husband. A big family, grandchildren, life and love, but it all just fell out of reach ( Read more... )

I get to say for the first time in a LONG TIME I am HAPPY! I had to go through Hell to get here, and had to learn a ton of things, but I am finally almost there. I can see a light, and it's beautiful.

It took me about 2-3 months to heal from 2-3 years of hearing far too much yelling, swearing, belittling, and all out violence at work and at home. I ( Read more... )

I guess life is better now. Chris and I have a house, because individual apartments were stretching my funds too thin. Now bills are more managable, but I still can't pay loans or anything nonessential. THe daycare job is getting unbearable. The infant teacher has decided that every mistake I make is somehow a personal insult against her, and has ( Read more... )

So Rajah is behind the curtain, and I called her. She looks through the curtain at my legs, and doesn't realize I can see her as well. She runs skidding out from behind the curtain and greets me with a little, "Merrrooow!" and rubs against my leg. It's so adorable when she thinks she is sneaking ( Read more... )

At work there is a small child that has it out for me... She is only one year old, and loves me a lot so her way of showing it? She wraps her arms around my leg, and holds on for dear life. Now this wouldn't be such a problem and even cute if it weren't for one factor.. This child likes to grab my leg while I am in mid stride, and sometimes grabs ( Read more... )

So I woke up at 5am with this insane craving to read. So here I sit, having read for an hour and a half so far, and negociating in my head how much time I need to get ready for work, while watching the cat obsessively clean herself. It's funny I just pat her head and it is like pushing the on button for her internal motor. It's so cute:)

At work ( Read more... )

So my life has gotten funky in the past week. Spiritually I am strange even from a Christian stand point. I have always seen and noticed things that were overlooked or unseen by others. This past week I was sitting in the daycare watching the 1 year olds play, and I felt something change in the air. I didn't know what, but something changed. A ( Read more... )

So kitten was just sitting on the floor mewing, because she wanted me to pick her up. I picked her up, and kissed her head forcefully.

I cut this story short to give this update. A tiny (3 cm) scorpian was just crawling across my laptop screen.... EWWW.........

Back to cute fuzzy kitten stories....

She expressed her distain for my forceful kisses by ( Read more... )

I was never more thankful that I taught Rajah not to claw until I had to hold her down when she was totally pissed, remove a bandage we put on her foot, clean it, seal the wound, and rebandage it. Did I mention Chris did a supplies run while this was going on so I was holding a pissed off cat for a good couple hours? The worst she did was take a ( Read more... )