I flipping hate cheer-leading with a passion. The school is gay and no one knows how to freakin cheer on my squad. They are like little kids with fun little pom-poms (I don't even know how to spell it, I am so flippin angry). Idiots. All of you. Idiots!

Summer is almost up and I can't wait for school to start. Work has been tiring but for the most part, it is fantastic. My last day will be the 19th and then I go alllll the way back to New York to have yet another year of no partying, studying, and PRACTICE! Oh how I am soo overly excited about being on the squad. Hopefully this year will be ( Read more... )

Wow. I am terrible at this LJ thing. It has been way too long. Well I have been in Port Charlotte this whole summer and it's nice to be in the sunshine again. Beach time has been amazing. I work as a summer time counselor which I LOVE. I have been going to cheer camp which has been going well and I made the squad at my school. YAY. Matt and I are ( Read more... )

This is so late but I thought well, it's write it now or never..... My weekend with Matthew went wonderfully. It was, dare I say it, PERFECTHe had just come from the hospital (where I was with him, by his side ( Read more... )

I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!

He's okay. He'll live. He's still the same smart ass, even when wounded and being hospitalized. But he's my smart ass. YAY!

He got into a car acciedent and it's bad. I'm scared. I am supposed to go see him this weekend in the hospital. His parents are flying up. I am so afriad of what I might see. The doctors won't say anything over the phone except that he will live. What if there are complications? What if they made a mistake and he has eternal bleeding or something? ( Read more... )

Want to know what sucks?

MY LIFE.

Why do you insist on rubbing it in my face that you are dating again?
Do you want me to beg for you back? Is that it?

Well I am sorry. It just doesn't work that way. I am not a beggar ( Read more... )

Wow. I have not updated in a long time. A lot has gone on but then again it's the same old stuff so it doesnt seem like a whole lot to me. My birthday was yesterday. 19 years old now and nothing has really changed. I still feel like the same person. I don't feel like I have done any growing since last year, emotionally and physically. I'm still ( Read more... )

Let me see....ummm.....cheer practice SUCKED! I really can't stand the girls in my stunt group. They don't work together and I am here, trying to get this so we look half way decent. I have no support. Frustrating but I can't do anything but rant and rave and yell and scream but that doesnt do anything. Ah well ( Read more... )