Jul 25, 2005 22:30
Wow. I am terrible at this LJ thing. It has been way too long. Well I have been in Port Charlotte this whole summer and it's nice to be in the sunshine again. Beach time has been amazing. I work as a summer time counselor which I LOVE. I have been going to cheer camp which has been going well and I made the squad at my school. YAY. Matt and I are doing AWESOME. One of my closest friends and I got into a fight and it didn't turn out well. I have no idea what to do and it saddens me but then again what she did was unforgivable and it just really kills me. This happened about two months ago and we haven't talked since. I have known her since fifth grade and all of a sudden the girl I rode bikes with to school, the one I would watch power rangers with, the one I went shopping with or called about my love life has changed into this weird, different person and I don't know how to handle that. PArt of me wants to drive over to her house, bang down the door and tell her that I forgive her and let's just be friends. But I can't. And I have wanted to cry. Anyway, that's enough updating for now. I'll try to update more but I am a busy bust\y girl and I will be even more busy once the school year starts!