i haven't eaten today, which means i'm hungry ( Read more... )

 i've been avoiding this place like the plague, because i know it was damaging me. i had exams and i couldn't risk failing them due to this stupid obsession, so i forced myself to eat for a while. gained 10lbs in two weeks ( Read more... )

Dear Dad ( Read more... )

my severely overweight mother's quote of the day:
"you should stop eating so much crap, then you wouldn't have to exercise."

thanks for the advice mum. you're right.
<500 cals a day IS too much. i'll take that into account.

and i'll remind you of the same next time i watch you gorge an entire pizza and two bowls of ice cream in the space of an evening.

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i made jelly.
jelly jelly jelly.
strawberry jelly.
from sainsbury's
at 9p a pack.

i love jelly
jelly jelly jelly
good for your tummy
good for me
i love jelly

i realise no one would have read that in the tune i sang it to myself. 

total cals consumed: 290 (although b/p'd so more really)
total cals burned (bar those burned naturally): no more than 50

i need to get out and do some more exercise!

total cals consumed: 394.
total cals burned (bar those burned naturally): 0.
awwww shit. no exercise for today.
still not on the scales.

just watched super skinny me. it's amazing to watch people who fall from the norm to anorexia, and easy to see how it does happen so much.

awwww crap.
i need to do some work.

 today i was close to weighing myself but resisted. i kind of don't want to for like 4 weeks but i don't know if i'll manage it ( Read more... )

i get a break off school for four weeks for exams... this is based around the fact most people have about 7-9... i have 4. so basically, a lot of the four weeks is going to be doing nothing ( Read more... )

 so today i woke up at 127.2
bummer. 
total cals consumed: 600. bummer.
total cals burned (bar those burned naturally): 200.

i still feel like i've eaten a heck of a lot.


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