Jul 16, 2010 10:13
i've been avoiding this place like the plague, because i know it was damaging me. i had exams and i couldn't risk failing them due to this stupid obsession, so i forced myself to eat for a while. gained 10lbs in two weeks.
trying to get back down now - 7lbs in 10 days, or thereabouts.
july 13th - 131.6 lbs
july 14th - 128.4 lbs
july 15th - 128.4lbs
july 16th - 129.2 lbs
...gonna have a couple apples today and stop there. yesterday was a total binge and i can't afford to do that again.