i hate the holidays, family makes me crazy. i can't deal with these people. i prolly won't ever see my two youngest sisters (tiffani and julia) again b/c their mom's a crazy slutty bitchy whore. i miss the way the holidays were, but since my grandma passed nothing's been the same. this year was the first time the family actually spent some time ( Read more... )

"i look down at the blade, the blade looks back at me. you can't blame them for this, oh well, slit, slit, slit. They drink away their pain, I bleed away all mine." ~MLW ( Read more... )

MOMENTS IN LIFE ( Read more... )

wow so i haven't written in my LJ in like a month(i think) since mike and i broke up. (it's been awhile...) sorry good song tho. lol well mike and i are back togather (kinda sorta maybe probably, yep i think we are) [i have A.D.D. and i argue with my self so yea, GET USED TO IT.] but anyways HE DECIDED TO JOIN EITHER THE MARIENES OR THE ARMY ( Read more... )

me and mike broke up, i'm really too sad to type anything else maybe i'll feel better later

so my best friend called me yesterday and said sorry for the stuff she wrote in her LJ about me, and now i'm at her sisters house with her and things are better, well there getting there, she's still very angry at mike but i think most of her anger is really the hurt she felt after what he said, he told me he was gonna apoligize b/c he was sorry ( Read more... )

my boyfriend messed up big time he said some really hurtful stuff to my best friends boyfriend and so he told her and she called me mad and i was trying to make her feel better and she hung up on me and i tried to call her the next day, but i ended up talking to her older sister who didn't say anything about her. then i got online today and in her ( Read more... )

so last nite mike and brian came over, and we all went to hot rod haven which is basically this psychotically curvy road and there's this story that i think is an urban legend but misty swears is real about satan worshipers who hang out in this grave yard that is like right off of hod rod haven, and supposedly they attack cars and sacrifice the ( Read more... )

wednesday night mike and brian came over, and stayed super late b/c they didn't think that they had to work, and then mike got called in to work, i bet that sucked. something is going on with him and his mom, but i don't know what b/c he wouldn't talk to me about, he just said he would have to do something drastic, which worries me b/c drastic to ( Read more... )

so yesterday i slept till noon woke up and did absolutely NOTHING!!!!! it was great!!!! mike was making fun of me b/c i'm always cold!! he was like i have a heated bed liner so all my blankets stay warm and BLAH,BLAH,BLAH!!! i was like grrrr! yoou suck!!! lol j/k he knows he's special to me. mike and brian came over to mandy's and stayed till 4 a.m ( Read more... )