buddy holly was wrong, it was just fade away. step step step step, each one closer to "home" with that russian anastethic in my blood and no real place to go to. try, fail, try, fail, try again un til you get there....someday.

i feel like i am in limbo...again. not sure if i am anxious for no reason at all, or if my body knows something that i don't. i hate this.

once again time for my seasonal livejournal update. it seems that updating only takes place about every three months or so now, so i'll try to make it good. i just got so used to not having the internet that i can't handle being online for more than 20 minutes at a time. what has happened......i got a new job in the exciting field of social ( Read more... )

man, the past couple of days have been really odd/crappy for me. i decided i should definitely update my journal though after checking my email today only to find 6 messages from my former guitar teacher from michigan who had written to tell me that one of my fellow guitar students from interlochen had killed himself. this was probably one of the ( Read more... )

blah blah blah. haven't been up to much too exciting. tour was fun, saw lots of people. mostly been working and looking for higher paying employment. unfortuantely all of my dream jobs would probably only ever pay me minimum wage. the lady is out of town for a couple weeks visiting friends and family in seattle. she gets to see her niece for the ( Read more... )

it was so weird to wake up in my own bed this morning in me and monique's new place after having slept on so many strange floors in so many cities that i had never been to. we drove all night from albuquerque to denver and got in at about seven in the morning. i have seen the sunrise more times in the past week than i have all year. vegas, ( Read more... )

only one week left of tour. so far so good. got to play with planes mistaken for stars in portland. that was amazing. those guys are totally killer. we are in medford oregon tonight at weston's dad's house. tomorrow we play in oakland and get to bum around san francisco on our day off thanks to a flakey promoter. then l.a.,vegas,albequerque,grand ( Read more... )

i think it has been almost a year since i have updated this. almost forgot i had one. i shoud probably do this more. no internet, time, or some such excuse. trying to think of what i have done since last time. got a sweet van. still doing the band, some lineup changes and name change. graduated? mybe i did that before i updated last, can't remember ( Read more... )

so i am sure you have all been wondering where i have been.....or not, probbly not actually. anyway, i have been without internet for a while do to my recent move which is still ongoing. i have been fine, mostly work, band, some sleep in there somewhere. stuff has been breaking (car, amp, face, etc.). but the good news is that i will be playing a ( Read more... )

today will probably suck. it started with me pouring cold coffee into a cup only to discover a stick floating in there. i will soon be moving heavy furniture into the new house. i think i am doing this all backward, i am going to pack once i have moved the furniture....hmmm, yeah, i am pretty sure that is the wrong way to do things. i think i will ( Read more... )