I can't wait for Vegas. All I want to do is save money, lay by a pool, breathe. I don't want to make friends. I don't want to make boyfriends. I want absolutely nothing but to run away. Boston, I love you but you got me down. Too many ex friends, too many ex lovers. This place is a mess for me right now. Who goes to Vegas to find quiet? I do. It ( Read more... )

To say your phone call last night didn't throw me for a loop would be a lie. No it more like tore me limb from limb. B called twice, then texted "I miss you. You hate me." I was sleeping and it woke me up and I went back and forth if I should reply or go back to sleep but I ended up texting "You miss me? I'm sure you're just drunk & horny go find ( Read more... )

VEGAS ( Read more... )

Another night of no sleeping at all. Too much alcohol. Too much drugs. Sometimes I feel sort of lost. Other times I just feel happy that I'm giving myself this time to be crazy and stupid and young. I know in a year or two I'll start a career, real estate, something, but until then this sort of rapid fire progressive path to nothing really feels ( Read more... )

Someone just wrote me the most beautiful/sad letter. Well email. It kind of resonated in a way I didn't expect. He's a really awkward, sweet, shy kind of guy and by all accounts we're just friends. Which to me means so much more than any kind of romantic thing. And he takes me seriously when a lot of people don't. But in his email he put this ( Read more... )

I want to ruin you in every way possibly.

Yea, I kinda am a bad person.

It's hard to say what is going on anymore cause I hardly know myself ( Read more... )

I want to eat the world tonight.

I think I will.

Monster girl on the loose.

So let me get this straight. You brag about having lots of one night stands. And hooking up with lots of guys. So guys sleep with you and then want nothing to do with you and that makes you feel good about yourself? Congrats on a long string of rejection, my dear. That doesn't make you a "player" that makes you a loser sweetheart ( Read more... )

I guess I had strep. It's almost gone now, the antibiotics kicked my butt though and make me so tired and out of it ( Read more... )