Let's do it up, lollipop ( Read more... )

He came to my apartment the other night covered in blood. From beating the crap out of some guys. This boy is all sorts of trouble. I had just stayed home Saturday night because none of my girls could go out and I called him twice and he never called back because his phone for some reason didn't have service. So around 1:30 I texted "Hi are u ok?" ( Read more... )

Sorry. If I keep you as far away as possible. I really can't even help it anymore. It's out of my control. This way when it all goes wrong at least you can't fuck my whole life up ( Read more... )

So. I'm kinda falling for this guy. We have a really good connection and he's so sweet, but he is definately very "man" and kinda a scraper and a badass. But he's always complementing me and telling me I'm perfect and he can't believe I'm interested in him. He's so cute and we really work so well. Also the sex is amazing. Ha ha. He said I'm really ( Read more... )

The 21 year old - B - is picking me up in an hour. To go to his friend's party. I already know this is going to be fucking hilarious. I'm wearing a dark purple mini dress with a cool twist at the bust that makes my boobs look amazing and silver pumps. No girl will like me there. Everyone will look at me like either I'm a tramp or an old bitch. ( Read more... )

That phone convo just reminded me of how much we don't have a connection. We never had a connection. I keep searching for one, a deeper meaning to the two years we spent living together. Why? I don't even know. Cause I'm dating someone and I'd never ever ever wanna go there with him again. But... I keep trying to extract some pearl of something ( Read more... )

Atlantic City was fun. Gambling, drinking all day, partying. But being in a casino kind of brings me down. It's a little depressing, all these people so zoned out, it's kind of a degenerate atmosphere. Oh well. This coming from the girl that's moving to Vegas in a year ( Read more... )

Headed to Atlantic City for a few days, from Wed-Friday, with Cory. Partying, gambling, etc. Should be fun I think, I've never been ( Read more... )

Well I had that photo shoot last week, it went really well. The photographer was a sweetheart and respectful, he said I was a natural yadda yadda. I just sent some of the resulting pics into FHM to see what happens. They really did come out incredible, my boobs look sick. Ha ha. He just called today to see if I can do a photoshoot this month with a ( Read more... )

Well then. This weekend was massive and weird. Went to Shrine with Paulina on Sat which was cool. We kinda got in a big fight cause I kept leaving her on her own. But that was just after later in the night when I was way drunk and every time I looked over she was dancing with some new loser that had tried to hit on me a min before. I don't know, it ( Read more... )