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my grandmother was dignosed with multiple myeloma.
that's the second most common type of blood cancer.
i'm not sure how to feel now.
but i cried when i saw her with all the tubes and IV's hooked up to her. -
i want to feel.
to truly feel the joys of this world again.
i'm so tired of either the pain kiling me slowly.
or the numbness i bring upon myself.
i want to get away.
go camping.
or on a hike.
or to the beach.
something to just be out of civilization.
even if just for a little while. -
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i feel as though i am slowly losing my creativity. there are so many things i used to do all the time(I.E. paint, draw, write) that i've forgotten how to do ( Read more... ) -
i so dig this quote.
"Each snowflake was a sigh heaved by an aggrieved woman somewhere in the world. That all the sighs drifted up the sky, gathered into clouds, then broke into tiny pieces that fell silently on the people below. As a reminder of how women like us suffer...how quietly we endure all that falls upon us." - from A Thousand Splendid Suns
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it always seems i get my hopes up for no reason.
life, stop failing me.
heart, stop fluttering.
brain, stop working so hard. -
yesterday.
was one of the best days i've had in a while ( Read more... ) -
there comes a time...
when you just have to let go.
and hope that you had changed someone's life enough...
jussst enough, for them to know that there is better
in this world.
that they can be and DO better.
and hope that they find better
than they have in the past.
there comes a time,
when you just have to have faith
that even though you're not right,
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i've come to realize
that life is entirely too short for love to be expendable. too often we figure love will be there, in one form or another. so we fail to recognize it; not only in ourselves but in others. it also seems that many times, telling people seems too hard or "too cheesy" or "it isn't the right time" or we're afraid to let ourselves become vulnerable. but ( Read more... ) -
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he's winning me over with every word.
and that cute little smile of his... melts my heart. -
its been a while...
... but here i am.
i'm happy. but scared. and confused. all at the same time. and i'm still trying to figure out life. i'm taking life day by day, and i've stopped living in fear of the future. rather, i'm excited to see what every new day brings me. some may say this is risky business... some may say i need to "plan" for the future. but, i've ( Read more... )