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FUCK!

I have to stop second guessing myself; that's why I'm screwed in Astro >.

I am in need of a good cry. It seems that lately I've been letting out some tears but it's not every ounce of it that I want to release. I keep holding back more and more. But the thing is I don't know the main reason(s) why I want to cry.

Pretty much all of last month is filled with unfortunate events. My grandpa on my dad's side recently died. My other grandpa is in the hospital with a broken hip and having trouble breathing. My uncle-in-law on my mom's side has fallen into a coma after a motorcycle accident. But before that he had severed his thumb in a construction accident. So ( Read more... )

RIP Grandpa.
Though I barely got to know you, you've taught me a lot in the short time that I was in Vietnam. You gave me hope that love can withstand anything. I wasn't a loveless person; I had a feeling what love was. But you showed me more. You showed me that after all your hard-earned battles, love still awaits. Love can never die. You were the ( Read more... )

I don't know what I was thinking when I caught the last half hour of The OC. It was talk of destiny and whether they were destined to love that person they see in their lives blah blah blah. Stupid Valentine's Day is coming up. And I can't help but wonder, am I destined to be with him? What happened if everything went to work and came out as he'd ( Read more... )

Book recommendation:

For all those grammar and spelling nazis out there, you should pick up Eats, Shoots and Leaves. It's highly amusing and points out how punctuation can change the overall meaning of a sentence ( Read more... )

i don't really like this year since the beginning of june...
i don't know why; it's not because of the events. i guess
it's just the aftermath of it all :/

within the past 24 hours i can't help but cry so much ( Read more... )