My girlfriend partially cheated on me tonight ( Read more... )

The bad: I've maintained. No loss. But I also haven't been exercising, so I'm to blame for it. I hate hate hate my stomach still, and I have some more pressure to lose weight now ( Read more... )

I haven't lost anything at all since I got here. I have to really up my control during the meals I can't avoid. Increase liquids.
I thought I would've been doing better since I've been so active. :(

I've been going a little nuts the past couple of days because I don't have a scale here, so I have no idea where I'm at. I don't know if I'm doing well or screwing up. So, today I had a chance to get to Walmart and buy a scale to hide here. I'm so anxious to weight tomorrow morning to see where I stand. I hope I've doing well. I've kept my counts ( Read more... )

Alas, it is the 31st, and I feel 2.8lbs shy of my goal. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy I'm down overall, but I'd feel better had I reached 170 by today ( Read more... )

I've plateaued! WTF!! I can't fucking plateau at this high of a weight! I haven't gone over 800 cals all week, but haven't lost anything in the last few days. Just normal activity at this point should still be dropping weight off at this point. Son of a bitch ( Read more... )

cw: 174.6
gw1: 170 by May 31. It'll be close.
gw2: 160
gw3: 150 by September.
ugw: whenever I can look in the mirror and not want to take a knife to my stomach.

It would be nice if the plates at work weren't so freakin' huge. I wanted to get just two things yesterday, but there was SO much space on my plate. I used salad to cover it up to look like a somewhat "normal" meal. At least today I'm the only one in, so I can put only what I want on a plate and not feel judged...much ( Read more... )

Well, I've got about a week left before I wanted to hit my first gw... well, calling it my "first" is like saying I'm a virgin every time I date someone new... but on this "round" it is again my first ( Read more... )

My count today was only 230cals!!! I think that's my lowest count ever!
Yay me! :)

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