May 31, 2012 00:40
Alas, it is the 31st, and I feel 2.8lbs shy of my goal. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy I'm down overall, but I'd feel better had I reached 170 by today.
I was quick to panic the other day because I hadn't lost ANYTHING in 3 days, but I was down nearly a pound about an hour ago.
I am getting much better about leaving food on my plate at work too. The guys have been making comments, which annoys the hell out of me... as if I don't already feel like everyone is judging every move I make. It doesn't help when they confirm that. And I was able to resist my favorite dessert that they were serving today. So yay for control in the face of temptation. My count for the day was somewhere in the range of 400.
I'm a bit worried about having to lie to my family so much next week, but I can't lose this control I've finally gained again. So, a lot of "oh, no I'm not hungry" and "Oh, no, I had breakfast and lunch when you weren't around" and all of the other tricks. At least this week is going to be long and physical days, so hopefully that helps me drop like crazy. Fingers crossed.