I'm kind of in shock, and don't know what to think. But this is interesting, even if there is no other word for it. I can maybe say I didn't think this would happen. I am learning so much about him in the fall out. As always I'm learning more about myself and the way I see people. And I think that Erykah, that tarot reader who sat at the same table ( Read more... )

Hold on. I just got a message on facebook.

...

Oh my god, Casey. Casey.

Are you crying? Oh... Don't cry. It's not all that bad.

Dear Casey,

As promised, I'm going to tell you about the meeting.

I'm sorry to tell you this, but it appears a large number of guys at 2nd Men's are frustrated and disappointed in your recent actions. If you can`t control ( Read more... )

I just lost everything in this message when I tried to post it.

That's exactly how I feel.

I pressed the wrong button and now I have lost everything.

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This morning, I skyped with my mother and my brother. My mother told me to talk to him. My brother told me to make him jealous. I wanted to do one and could only succeed with the other: I met a ( Read more... )

I was right to be afraid of this happiness. It was too much for me to believe to be real, because I knew it was what I had wanted, and you should be careful what you wish for is... My latest wish, in this world that occurs as if I had designed it from dreams, had been for a love that did not come easily; for a man who would make me have to try and ( Read more... )

I am always wrong about these things ( Read more... )

This would have been the thing to make my month just months ago. Now, I don't know. I'm not happy exactly... I feel a bit sad. Disappointed, even, for both of them, that they couldn't make it work ( Read more... )

Tai Komalo 3:28 PM: casey i mean . . . why is this happening
to me? i mean . . .what could i have done so wrong to deserve
this? why is everyone else so happy and I feel like finding my
fav bridge on 59 and just jumping?

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roorasan: he says he wants space
i am not accepting this
maybe if it wasnt fucking killing me it would be okay
me: okay ( Read more... )

I am a good girl, today. (Also, my mood matches Kyou's in my icon, today, so I'm imagining the speech bubble coming from his mouth, "I'm a good girl today", and giggling ( Read more... )

Last night my dream was so beautiful. It was so unrealistically beautiful. It was so wonderful that I really truly preferred it to real life.

I have never had a dream like that before.

It's true, My dreams have always been bizarre - with some truly amazing qualities, to be sure - weird, strange things occur. There's some aspect of that which I have ( Read more... )

This feeling sucks so hard ( Read more... )