Dec 01, 2008 22:55
This would have been the thing to make my month just months ago. Now, I don't know. I'm not happy exactly... I feel a bit sad. Disappointed, even, for both of them, that they couldn't make it work.
I think part of it is because I don't know if I'm as convinced that I'm perfect for him now. I guess that's maturity, but I don't think that should stop me from keeping myself from leaving the option of flirtation on the table.
Oh, what am I talking about?
It's never going to be like that dream. I just don't stand a chance.
break-up,
dreams,
lovesick,
drama,
kenny,
angst