Tonight I find myself still thinkingabout the on e that I let get away. I fell for her the first time I.ssw her in her purple sweeter her dow eyes that 80.s like hair that smile that could stop a train. I find myself looking for pics of her, listening to the music that we did ( Read more... )

I loaded up this page to write something but i got nothing nothing more to bitch about.. this is the year that shit goes right.. if not im going to start killing people for fun.............

I have talk a lot about how I do not like this day. This year I was starting to think it was going to be okay. But with put skipping a beat it all goes down hill. Find out someone is dieing, was ask to stay in this town, find out were not fell the same thing. Which I still think is BULLSHIT........ For one week I thought I was going to have a good ( Read more... )

You know that moment when you ask a questions one of those life changing questions? Them moment when you hear nothing and only see what you what to see. It this part of time that we don't look at, it's this point in which we see are self in future. We see want we want and hope to happen. But in the back of all the good thoughts in the far back room ( Read more... )

The day started off good.
The mid day was nice
The night time was fine and fun.
the after party time was nice.
the ride home by my self,
miss one thing?

This week it has come to me that im sick of it just being me. I come to the point in which i don't to date someone i want to be with someone. I think I have found that someone but I dont know if I should doing seeing that i dont know whats going to happen when schools done. and I know she wants a family and i want that in 5 years min. we have gone ( Read more... )

I have come to a point in my life that should be going in one way or another. Its not, I fine myself none sure of which way to go. It's time like this that I listen to my brain trust. I ask then tell all coming from differnt point and more likly they all my it to the same place ( Read more... )

In my time I have be a luck man with the ladies, but in the last 2 years I have found myself running from them. Not in an bad way just because I think I'm no good enough for them. My friends have told me it all she "you two are so cute together". I just feel as of right now it would best if it never happen......... I know, I could fall for her easy ( Read more... )

After taking a long time off from LJ, I;m coming back...............same fuck up writing just not so drunk......

with all the wrong
and all the rights
i stilll find you the one
i want to hold at night