its never going to be fair
This week it has come to me that im sick of it just being me. I come to the point in which i don't to date someone i want to be with someone. I think I have found that someone but I dont know if I should doing seeing that i dont know whats going to happen when schools done. and I know she wants a family and i want that in 5 years min. we have gone out before many time but just as friends and now I want to be more. I had point in time the other day that would have been great to ask her out..but for some reason i chick out. the drive home i was so mad with myself... I know im better then this.......today should have called her but i let my head talk me out of it. I look at my sing shit i put it on it if it tells me to go for it then i will.....if this dont work im getting me a twin size bed.........