Nov 25, 2010 08:34
I have come to a point in my life that should be going in one way or another. Its not, I fine myself none sure of which way to go. It's time like this that I listen to my brain trust. I ask then tell all coming from differnt point and more likly they all my it to the same place.
This week was about love or I should say lack of. One person told me to just go for becuase as he said,"I look for that reason it won't work". And he's right I do I count last week the ones who I feel got away. I ran out of room on one hand.The female have told me to look at a point in time in which I feel my life will be my best. Look to see who's next to you, who's in the room with you. Can you see her does she stand out more then any other.Other have came to something close but after time sitting around thinking about her I yep wonder do I want to throw what could be for another woman.
I keep jumping around with nos and yes. I think about the time we have spent and how she gets to do the things I have done. But then again I need to get away and I know she wants this place to be home.