Ok. Things I was supposed to do today::
-ask Dennis to wash bottles in the morning
-wake him early enough for him to do it
-reschedule vet appt.
-call waste management
-RESEARCH LAWYERS!!!!!

Thing I got done today [x]::
x -ask Dennis to wash bottles in the morning
x -wake him early enough for him to do it
x -reschedule vet appt.
-call waste management
x - ( Read more... )

I've been having trouble falling asleep lately, more than usual. I tend to think when I lie down to go to bed. I think it's because I feel like it's the only time of day when I really get to actually stop and think which is not a good thing. I have really have trouble clearing my head when I think I'm ready or want to go to bed. It's not that I ( Read more... )

... really weird right now. It's not a good feeling. I get anxiety attacks from time to time, but this isn't like that, maybe worse. I don't know what it is. There's nothing to immediately cause it. I'm just chillin' with Joslynn, waiting for her to fall asleep. And, I actually got a lot of stuff done today that I've been putting off because the ( Read more... )

... that cleaning could be SO difficult?

I was going to do a whole post about it... but it frustrates me just thinking about what to say.............. bleh.

My dad ( Read more... )

...I'm feeling pretty down and tired.

I don't feel like I have as much as help as I could have, want, and need.

Joslynn's bottles need to get done being washed and I am so tired.

Things are not looking good for my mom.

My brother isn't thinking enough.

I'm just.....

tired. 

 
Original post: 12/01

Early afternoon Thursday, my mom went to the ER because she thought she had a stroke. Almost 2 days later and we don't many definite answers other than her heart is fine, but her doctor said he can conclude that it was definitely a stroke just by looking at her. She's unable to move her right arm and possibly her right leg also ( Read more... )

i miss you :'(

I am a horrible mother.....

But, thank GOD, I have an AMAZING daughter. Thank you.

The Ring of Fire is no longer located along the Pacific Rim... It's SOCAL. SoCal is on fire - not parts of SoCal, ALL of SoCal. Pretty much all of SD county is on fire. Governator declared a state of emergency in 7 counties -  San Bernardino, Riverside, Los Angeles, Ventura, San Diego, Orange, and Santa Barbara... SOCAL ( Read more... )