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I was just watching TV and a commercial came on about Alzheimers and it made me think of my dad who suffered from dimentia. I miss him, but at the same time I don't because I am happy for him; I know he's not suffering any more. My mom, on the other hand, I miss her terribly, so much that it physically hurts me from time to time. She hid her pain, ( Read more... )

And, couldn't post a new blog on myspace. So, here I am.

I even managed to get Joslynn into her OWN bed, and she is STILL there for right now. I reeeeeeeeeeally don't like sleeping with her in the bed. Not only does it create major separation between Dennis and I, but I always have a worry in the back of my mind like if one of us rolls over on her ( Read more... )

Wow. It's been a long time since I've posted here. I guess I started taking advantage of the myspace blog since I visit there often, and cafemom for mom stuff. Well, anyway...

I'm worried about this whole probate situation. My bro was named executor in my dad's will and, well, I just don't trust him a whole lot. I finally did some research on ( Read more... )

 
I haven't really updated on the whole family situation much lately; I'll make it short and simple. My dad is now living in Valencia with my brother and his family. He's doing very, very well and it's really probably the best place for him to be for a few important reasons. I still have days/nights where I still simply cannot believe that my mom is ( Read more... )

I'm feeling... lost. Not exactly confused, maybe a bit frustrated. Tired... probably from being tired. I guess I'm just in another one of my "stuck" moments... err, series of moments ( Read more... )

... is absolutely killing me right now. I kind of took a nap and now it hurts a million times worse than before I fell asleep. I think it's because I didn't really sleep; I never really got there. Jos was crawling all over the bed and me, and Dennis was trying to keep her from jumping off of the bed or stop her from whining about being on the floor ( Read more... )

"... and I feel lonelyyyy." Not really, that's just a song. But, it does happen to be 3am and I am still awake ( Read more... )

Dang, I thought it was earlier than it is. Bummer ( Read more... )

BALANCE CHECK BOOK!! Very important!

K. g'nite.