Every now and then you get mad ( Read more... )

Once again I can't sleep which I am kinda getting used to .....I thought about going up to the bar to make alittle extra cash ( bouncing not whoring LOL ) but after the events of lastnight i wasn't really in the mood plus this weekend is going to be all sorts of crazy ( Read more... )

Wow has it been awhile since i wrote in this thing .........not much has happen since the lasttime then again so much has happend. I'm still living at home thanks to a huge fight that jessie and i had which made me realize that maybe we aren't going to work soemtimes she is so damn hot and cold about shit it's crazy ( Read more... )

So here I am sitting in the pubilc libray stoned off my ass ( because REALITY SUCKS ASS ) WHat happen to things one day things are great and the next it looks like a fucking wildfire spread through my life ( Read more... )

You ever let yourself down? Change your morals and you don't know why ? Looking back on my high school years I was so dedicated to my life goals I was focused and working towards my goals made me SOOOOOO very happy I could pull 40+ hours a week in the theater and not think twice about it ............Mainly because i LOVEd it so much I loved ( Read more... )

Yesterday i started amaerican tool OMG the night there are SOOOOOOOOOO LONG !!! And tonight i asked for over time so I'll be working at least 10 hours. I'm glad i finally have a job that will help me get ahead especially since i plan on moving soon ...................Which that whole situation is totally in the air once again we are taking a "Break ( Read more... )

WOW it's been awhile since I have written in this thing ....Ummm I think I'll start with "THE BREAK UP ( Read more... )

I think there comes a time in life when you realize the people you thought were down for you who would always be there for you are a lot fewer then you thought........Whitt You are such a true friend I can't thank you enough for taking my calls at 2 3 or even 4 in the morning just to hear me whine about something or complain about missing my girl. ( Read more... )

Have you ever dated somebody and you hate their ex's with a passion. Well my gf's ex is one of those people who just make my skin crawl I hate the sound of her voice her name and i hate even seeing her name online I hate talking about her and i feel sick when i see pics of her she is one of those people that if she passed away right now I would ( Read more... )

WOW i got put in a bad mood so damn fast today .........I got up around like 3 got online had some e-mails from my girl which TOTALLY made me happy so I called her I got COMPLETELY blown off and she was like i want to get online well you all that know me know that I HATE to talk to friend online I mean it's different if it's somebody you sometimes ( Read more... )