My life is one big train wreck
You ever let yourself down? Change your morals and you don't know why ? Looking back on my high school years I was so dedicated to my life goals I was focused and working towards my goals made me SOOOOOO very happy I could pull 40+ hours a week in the theater and not think twice about it ............Mainly because i LOVEd it so much I loved everything about it from the people to the work even dealing with our freshmen. Now I am somebody I don't know I spent endless hours doing things that in the end don't mean shit ...........I've wasted a year partying when i could have been using to finish my cd or at least start writing the book I've always wanted to write ........So here it is a year after I graduated and i have nothing to show for my past year except for a bad smoking habit..........which is nobodies fault but my own I am a big girl and i take complete responsiblity for my action I just don't know how I let myself get so damn side tracked ...........But at least i know i have AMAZING friends because i really wouldn't have realized ANY of this ( well I probably would just not as soon)If it weren't for them.
Bubba You are such a strong light in my life and next year for the first time in our life we will be 100's of miles away and I must say I am scared shittless not you have you around....Not so much that you need looking after because you've always been one who can stand alone even when everybody else is following the crowd you always keep your morals and follow your heart and thats one of the reasons I love and admire you so damn much ......You've always been my BIG little brother I know that things are ok when you are around. It's crazy to look at you know and think about the little naked kid that would always invade my house take my toys but NEVER EVER let anybody hurt me ............I can remember a time when i wasn't in such a healthy relationship and i was so scared because i had nobody to really turn to and like always you came to my aid and once again got me back on the right path.All the many times my dad and I have gotten into it you have always been right there giving me a place to stay.
experience I hope that your have the most amazing of your life next year at college and I wish you all the happiness in the world because you deserve EVERY bit of it. I LOVE YOU
Bubba You are such a strong light in my life and next year for the first time in our life we will be 100's of miles away and I must say I am scared shittless not you have you around....Not so much that you need looking after because you've always been one who can stand alone even when everybody else is following the crowd you always keep your morals and follow your heart and thats one of the reasons I love and admire you so damn much ......You've always been my BIG little brother I know that things are ok when you are around. It's crazy to look at you know and think about the little naked kid that would always invade my house take my toys but NEVER EVER let anybody hurt me ............I can remember a time when i wasn't in such a healthy relationship and i was so scared because i had nobody to really turn to and like always you came to my aid and once again got me back on the right path.All the many times my dad and I have gotten into it you have always been right there giving me a place to stay.
experience I hope that your have the most amazing of your life next year at college and I wish you all the happiness in the world because you deserve EVERY bit of it. I LOVE YOU