Jul 16, 2004 14:55
So here I am sitting in the pubilc libray stoned off my ass ( because REALITY SUCKS ASS ) WHat happen to things one day things are great and the next it looks like a fucking wildfire spread through my life
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..........What the hell am i doing
You know I may just take you up on that washington state ideal ..........
I don't think I have ever felt so damn alone !!!!!!!!!!!!
My birthday is next thursday
What is the point in life ? I'm trying and trying and what the hell for where the fuck has it got me ? It's like 2 steps forward and one step back only my back steps are so damn big i never make it anywhere ..............And now I'm stuck .......and i what things to be the way they were