negative inspiration

[lacephotograph]

Apathy and indecision are the two worst moods ever. Worse than irritation, or depression, or anger. At least with those there is a direction. At the moment I don't care about anything, and I can't decide what I want to do. It's frustrating, because I want to do something, but I'm not motivated enough and I don't care enough about anything at the

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[mycellostrings]

i randomly feel like you described above. for me, it's kind of like i start to feel like i'm a robot or that maybe i'm on the verge of being brainwashed in a sense. is it a side effect of the anti-depressants? that could be possible. or maybe just the way your hormones decided to react with the meds today. it could be a number of things.

and don't say that you're screwed up. no one is perfect. and no one is perfect because perfection is relative and varies from person to person. the person i consider to be perfect is probably very different from someone you would consider to be perfect. you shouldn't be so hard on yourself at least. if you're screwed up, then we're all screwed up (which is definitely a possibility). and if we're all screwed up, then it doesn't matter that you're screwed up! :)

i hope both of you get over the sickness soon. i can't imagine having a whiney boy with the flu around.