I have lots to be happy about.
I have been stuck in boyfriendland for the past three weeks. Not even three weeks, actually! Which is completely incomprehensible to me. It feels (ohgodthisiscliche) that we have known each other for so much longer. Like we can just be completely comfortable around each other. And that is great.

I could go on and on ( Read more... )

Heehee. Hee. Hee ( Read more... )

I know I'm terrible at replying to comments on here.. but thank you all so much for your supportive comments on my posts; I really appreciate them & love you all! <3

So: an update on my life!

Well, the play I'm in (willy wonka. come see it. there are oompa loompas.) is opening this Friday, and I was really worried that it wouldn't come together ( Read more... )

I'm trying to fill my life with useless things so I won't remember how lonely I am ( Read more... )

This is going to get ranty and long-winded very quickly, so I am cutting this.
I mostly just want to say this because I feel like telling my friends about these problems that I have will help me get over them because I truly do want to get better and I have had trouble doing that in the past without people keeping me accountable.
Don't feel obligated ( Read more... )

hey guys, so life sort of sucks right now ( Read more... )

Every time I see him, he pretends that nothing is wrong. I don't ever want to see him again, but at the same time, I want him to call me up sometime  and say that he's sorry just so I can tell him "sorry doesn't fix the fact that I feel worthless and used." I want him to feel guilty. I want him to know that he triggered bad things in me, things ( Read more... )

i am trying desperately not to fall into bad habits again.

real post later.

I took a walk today in the woods in between the afternoon rain and the night rain. It was pleasantly approaching dusk, with the humidity rising and the insects emerging, frantically chirping their mating songs so they wouldn't have to sleep alone ( Read more... )

I talked to my sister today. She's home from college and she is doing so much better this year than last. She broke up with her boyfriend [whom she had been dating for almost 2 years and was planning on marrying] and at first she was really upset because her entire life's plans had been thrown out the window, but then she started going to this ( Read more... )