I know I shouldn't be disappointed, but I still am. I auditioned, put my heart into the audition, tried my hardest, and I still got passed over for a bunch of upcoming freshmen. I know I suck, I know I can't act, can't sing, can't do anything in terms of musical theatre. I should have never tried. I won't ever to be able to swim, I just always sink ( Read more... )

Ok, so for Fine Arts Festival, I was on the original "Coffee Shop" playlist. Then, when it was transfered to a digital form,  I was taken off. Now, I'm expected to pull a song a out of my butt for Saturday. I have no idea what to sing, and my voice teacher is out of town, so I can't ask her. Plus I have a French test tomorrow, and I have no idea if ( Read more... )

Is it weird to feel completely alone, even when surrounded by friends and family? And lost, too? I often just feel as if I spend most of my time in a little bubble that very few people can breach unless they annoy me... Maybe it goes back to feeling invisible, or maybe I am bipolar. Wouldn't surprise me. My dad, my aunt and my sisters are, not to ( Read more... )

I am in shock.... I managed to move on to the semi-finals in both sight reading and singing. *happy dance* Maybe I should take Sudafed before every singing competition... It seemed to help in this one.... it means I have to get ready now so I can be there by 10 at the latest. Not bad for a fish.

Ok, so I had my French Symposium today, and along with 4 tests, I also had a singing contest and a "sight reading" (reading aloud an unknown piece). Yeah, I failed sooo badly. I have allergies, a cold, and my cold meds make my head fuzzy. My nose was dripping like a faucet with no tissues, I rushed through the reading, misread far too many lines, ( Read more... )

Wah, I'm goi ng to kill Colin tomorrow.... he just had to sign (ASL- American Sign Language) "I want to have sex with you all night" to me in the hallway. Grr... I turned red and stayed red for 5 minutes.... and he taught Hope to say "I want to have butt-sex with you". Now I know this, and it's really not something you can use in a conversation ( Read more... )

I  have now fallen in love with a gospel song. At Calvary. Play it at my funeral (which will not be in the near future unless something tragic happens). Vig Mignogna's rendition is love. It reminds me why I am religous (just I hate organized religion). That and Flying by Faith. I really should stop listening to his CD over and over, but it just ( Read more... )

Yes! Superior rating at the Gold Cup Festival!!! The only better rating is Superior+, and they're stingy about giving them out. They only give out about four Superior+ where there are over 100 participants. I'm happy.

I managed to kill a line in the second verse of Diamonds Are a Girl's Best Friend and didn't support my high notes as much as I ( Read more... )

Stole from Lauren 'cause I was amused by it and wanted to try ( Read more... )