I'm suspended till thursday. If school still sucks I got To North muskegon or whitehall I guess. Now I just have to get rid of this journal.....Phone got shut off too wanna call me..call upstairs

Im geting a brand new sn and a brand new journal..if any one is even wanting to be on the list of the two then post on this entry and by my choice if i want you on the list ill add you....good day everyone

p.s ill be blocking certain names so dont try anything..

As an additonal note id like to add that itype in this thing to vent and indeed i dont have people feel SORRY for me its not my choice that someones wants to say something ill make this fucking thing private so people can stop "feeling sorry" for me. Half the shit i say in here is mostly frustration and to add it is completely normal to express ( Read more... )

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Its sunday...and things are sucking...Im fucked for math and idk if i can even concentarte in school right now...I have to clear my name..Im not woried.. Ill say what I have to say and if no one listens then thats okay. Ive got nothing to lie about and Im justified..nuff said. I guess either 1 Im getting taken out of rp or 2 im going away to a ( Read more... )

well its day two..approximatley 7 more hours till I feel my utmost worst and following that 2 more days more bad things occur. I should be getting used to this by now but the ache inside you feels brand new every time heh. I layed in bed for 3 hours seeing the same thing happening over and over again. I feel maybe I should go lift to let my anger ( Read more... )

it's just that reoccuring phase of life that happens over and over for me. Someone hates me..I have no clue why..I lose them. SImple as that and I cant stop shaking. Nobody here to talk to....except this time you lose two people. Where to start where to start. I went to boars head tonight and it wasnt anything I had expected. I went there..saw ( Read more... )

k im going ti have to get a new screen name..i guess signing on as guest works but if it fails ill make a new sn..pass it on i guess

ok so internet totally sucks i might have to totally recreate my screen name so until then ill try yo gget aol back to normal...i may even have to get a new screen name...if i get a new sn well then thats how its gotta be..c ya people

I have no f***ing clue what to do. Its a sunday, I tryed writing a few guitar parts but this medicine Im taking is killing me. To top it off I'm not very satisfied with what I'm coming up with. I need to get some dual guitar parts toghter with Vince but he's never f***ing available. Anyway the med's I'm taking are for my ripped up chest. On the ( Read more... )