Sunday
Its sunday...and things are sucking...Im fucked for math and idk if i can even concentarte in school right now...I have to clear my name..Im not woried.. Ill say what I have to say and if no one listens then thats okay. Ive got nothing to lie about and Im justified..nuff said. I guess either 1 Im getting taken out of rp or 2 im going away to a clinic to get my mentality back. I dont think Im stable enough to be in this society and I really gotta keep my rage tucked away. Heh I really hate this place and evrything. SOme people are helping me and the funny thing is that its actually working. Its good to know that not everyone sees me as something im not..I never got asked about anyhting and sides are taken before much judgement is made. Its okay though..Ive got ambitions and stupuid things in the past wont hold me back. I can kinda see it now..one day they'll be interviewing me and scandolous newspaper will flock the shelves speaking of me EVIL and HORRIBLE past. God I gotta write baout this stuff i rally need to get a notebook..maybe some more cash. damn if i wasnt so negative id have good shit right now.
people make mistakes and its human and even people misenterpret another. I htink im so conceited that i realize what im doign is wrong but i dont even fight it. I fight it..bt it doesnt work well heh. Drama Drama Drama god I hate highschool i really do lol. I have alot to discover still yet but im too greedy and want to find it now. I guess I cant accept the fact that im 15..to some peopel will neevr see me at rp again if it comes to it. *shrugs* How id love to flip off all this cuz its like really old..ancient stuff. Idk i just keep bitching its only a matter of time when the ache leaves my chest and im back to me again. Cant wait..maybe ill blow the record of months and make it a week maybe days...blah oh well
people make mistakes and its human and even people misenterpret another. I htink im so conceited that i realize what im doign is wrong but i dont even fight it. I fight it..bt it doesnt work well heh. Drama Drama Drama god I hate highschool i really do lol. I have alot to discover still yet but im too greedy and want to find it now. I guess I cant accept the fact that im 15..to some peopel will neevr see me at rp again if it comes to it. *shrugs* How id love to flip off all this cuz its like really old..ancient stuff. Idk i just keep bitching its only a matter of time when the ache leaves my chest and im back to me again. Cant wait..maybe ill blow the record of months and make it a week maybe days...blah oh well