Hey this is my last entry on live journal. no more. i was thinking about haveing this livejourjnal thing i, i think that i really don't want one. well i know that alot of crap that has gone around and everything, but if i hurt you guys in any way im dearly sry. that goes out to eveyone. after today i took the time and looked at my life and realize ( Read more... )

why me? why me? i just don't understand it! god i need you right now. i just lost one of my best friends over a stupid girlfriend. everything was going just fine, utill this morning. i can't take all this pain its too heavy. he tells me he loves me but really deep down he doesn't. well i don't need him. all i need is you. you and my freidns. my " ( Read more... )

well todays my sister's birhtday she is officaily 16 years old. i can't believe it! well today was okay, not the best. okay i jsut lied to you guys, today was the worst day of my life, i would say, but tomorrow is going to be better. im not going to think about things that are in the past becasue the only things that they will do is bring me tears ( Read more... )

i can't stand this anymore, i have waited to long and when the time to talk, your busy. when i call to say hey, you always have to go, but this time you are going to listen, and hopefully you will understand what i am feeling. you played me over and over and over again, like a non stop Halo game. i can't take it anymore, and you don't see how you ( Read more... )

Life was better today, trying to forget yesterday, i think it as a new day as a new week. trying to start over. life short so make if worth living. im doing it. "operation march" tomorrow its finally, its now a have too. i think its too late but others think not, so but like i just said life is short so make it worth living for. tomorrows the big ( Read more... )

Well its another day and a life, with Ashlyn Kutter. this might be a boring one but who cares? well the day started out terriable! I got out of the shower and decided to scrunch my hair for school, well bad news it didn't work. my hair was soo sticky and well it was so bad i can't dicribe it. well then i just back inot the shower to clean my hari ( Read more... )

Man my life just never seems the same anymore, it all started from Friday night at my b-ball tournament. it sucked big time,i really didn't get to play becasue Coach Kemp only plays the same o same o people "hint hint" kelli knows what i mean....well me and kelli are officaly "bench wamers" yep thats me and kelli. hannah isn't she's really good so ( Read more... )

Okay okay okay okay im super sorry, that i haven't updated in a long time, i just have been real busy and theres just been alot on my mind. well i just got back from the b-ball tournament, WHOA that was fun, well the last part of the game was fun but yea....well thats made no complete snese but you know what i don't care! well i know this isn't ( Read more... )

Just checking out something! i needed to write something....

guah...what a night last night, i would say that was the high light of my year...2004...im going ot miss that year, so many things happened, betweeen friends, and maybe even relationships that i regret. But i would have to say 2004 was pretty cool. Last night, there was alot of us over at Dougs we were celebrating the new years and his BIRTHDAY ( Read more... )