i spend my time....just moooooning...so sad a lonely.....

[kutter09]

Man my life just never seems the same anymore, it all started from Friday night at my b-ball tournament. it sucked big time,i really didn't get to play becasue Coach Kemp only plays the same o same o people "hint hint" kelli knows what i mean....well me and kelli are officaly "bench wamers" yep thats me and kelli. hannah isn't she's really good so she plays a lot of the game, but me and kelli are on the side cherring her on and warming her seat for her...yep thats he life of b-ball for me and kelli. and then Saturday came. something that now i dread the most, i got up and went to the tournament to finish it up. we won the game but i was alittlepissed. i really didn't get to play, but i sat on the bench with kelli. and then the ride home, i felt "left out" this is not concerning anyone, but have you ever felt like a "third wheel" well i just firgured out whta that felt like...i was alittle sad. after taht happen i came home and the got ready to go and support my brother and sister in the play "grease" up at the high school. i was sad, because i knew that there was other people and people that i like with the people i hang out with... bummer....well i guess in just need to get over it. life is short so i need to make the best of it. just to rate my weekend, on a scale to 1 to 10 and 10 being the greatest, it would of been a 3...yep a 3.. it sucked big ones...well my life is boring and complicated and i will go now....night.
lonely,
Ashlyn