Jan 28, 2005 21:51
Life was better today, trying to forget yesterday, i think it as a new day as a new week. trying to start over. life short so make if worth living. im doing it. "operation march" tomorrow its finally, its now a have too. i think its too late but others think not, so but like i just said life is short so make it worth living for. tomorrows the big day for me. alittle scared alittle nervous but if i have god i can do anything. Its me and hannah just chiling at my brother Ryans apartment with there A.D.D. dog Buddy Guss. its the weirdest dog alive no joke. well we just got doen wathcing Garden State, it was okay but i thouight it was going to be alittle better, but who cares. Let me ask all of you guys a question, have any of you really loved? cared for someone in the world soo much you would do anything for them?, and then they treat you like crap as the return? well i know, well right now i think i know how that feels but im not sure, thats my question for you guys tonight, just think of it as this way.... if you or we never wnet for it, think of things you would miss. well i love all of you. have a great night and be safe!
Ashlyn
ps. who ever writes those really mean anomouys commments just i beg you this time, please don't reply to this update, im not really feeling like being put down, thats just a request. night