Is it really worth it, to fall in love and have it taken away so easily? Before Andrew, my current boyfriend, I had only loved one person for the past 3 years. But to me, Andrew is special, he somehow broke through my barriers into my heart. And I love him, but he is leaving back to the states. While I stay here in S. Korea til about mid March ( Read more... )

Hey, I haven't checked yet but I am guessing that it has been closer to a decade since I have last written in here. I have a problem to commiting to certain things I guess. Like at first the "new thing" was Xanga (to my knowledge,) the Livejournal, and now Myspace. But in myspace you CAN place in entries, but that is not its purpose really in my ( Read more... )

Earlier this week, I ran into a couple of co-workers on my lunch break and they were telling me that there was a discussion during their driver’s training class. I guess the instructor was looking through the old files and he came across my name and then began a 5 minute rant on how I was “hot.” I had taken the same course sometime in September ( Read more... )

Last night I felt like I was in High School, I was in my friend's room and so there were four guys and two girls, including me. And we were trying to kind of set up Matt and Diana because Matt liked Diana and Diana was open to getting to know Matt (Diana knowns Matt likes her.) It is kind of weird since Matt doesn't really know Diana. It was one ( Read more... )

A couple of days ago I had a friend ask me, “What do you think about relationships?” My usual self would have automatically come up with a response, but the problem in this situation is that I had not placed any thoughts on boys or relationships for the past two and a half years. After high school I had gone on my color guard tour and then I ( Read more... )

Right now it is my lunch break and I had left my keys in my jacket, which I had left in my office because I had thought that it wasn't going to be that cold. Which it wasn't, but anyways, I am going to my room and I walk upstairs and I realize... NO KEY! Stupid me! This is my 2nd time doing this same stupid thing. *sigh* I am now eating ( Read more... )

You know... If you think about it... If you got to choose whether to follow up on one friend's life in the Army in S. Korea, or whether to follow the lives of a bunch of college students... I am pretty sure that most people would choose to follow up on the life of the friend in S. Korea. Yet I have friends who sound like they are the ( Read more... )

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I am currently watching Sex In The City and they came to the topic of asking if women just want to be rescued. It makes me think if that is really what we want? If so what do we want to be rescued from? Reality? Loneliness? Life? Not too long ago did we use men for a house, family, and money. So I guess then they rescued us from the streets ( Read more... )

OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is actually SNOWING!!!! I feel like a little kid again! It is soo pretty. Like white rain! And they are actually in the form of small snowflakes!!!! For those of you who don't notice, this is my first snow... ^^ and for you people who have never seen snow... FIND IT!