Jamie came to my door at Noon this morning DEMANDING Zack. Her clothes look dirty. Her hair looks like she's been sleeping in the dirty. She had a hickey on her neck, and she seems fairly unclean ( Read more... )

Wow, Since I told Jamie that I Haven't heard a PEEP out of her. Thank gods. But a Friend told me perhaps reading her logs would help me understand a bit more. Yea, it made me understand she DID Leave me for another guy, no problems on my end. But it also brought out something very scary to me ( Read more... )

Well, I found out something I didn't know, and my day got a huge boost, oddly enough ( Read more... )

I found out Jamie left this morning at before 7:30 AM, I wanted to ask her if she had any input on Zacks haircut he got today ( Read more... )

Alright, perhaps the last time I entered I forgot to mention "Why" we broke up, maybe I didn't, I'm going to include it now. Me. Or so she says. She had half a dozen reasons SHE could not be with me. I have Anger issues, which made it so she had to Walk on eggshells around me and feared I was going to at any minute BEAT her AND Zack... Which is ( Read more... )

Heh, How can i put this into words? I feel like my life just ended. My heart is slowing down, as is my mind. No, I'm not on pills or slit wrists. Physically, I'm fine. Jamie/Kitty just walked out of my life. and took my son with her. I actually shed tears. The first three tears I've shed in over 10 years, and honestly, i might shed many more. No ( Read more... )

Amazing! I'm still alive! Scary isn't it? I'll try and post some more since a bastard friend of mine is dragging me back. I'll update more later, Looking forward to Zacks Birthday ( Read more... )

Well today Kitty and I went to see Resident Evil: 2. It was a damn good movie with both good graphics and a well formulated plot. And zombies. But When I got home I was dead on my feet so I slept. Good. But during this time, I dreamed. Suffer. Here it is. Anyway, hear goes ( Read more... )

This isn't a real update as much as a conversation with a friend i had. i thought you would enjoy it. i warn you. the last part is mainly MAD-ASS PIRATE ONLY! you wont get it otherwise! ENJOY ( Read more... )

Depression. It's a bitch isn't it? As of late i can't help but feel it nearly constantly. I Don't get it. Life's going great. A friend of mine (Desi) will be going to my school in the fall, im branching off from the assholes in the past, Kitty and I are doing much better, and school starts again. But you know what? For some reason, im contemplating ( Read more... )