Here's who i am who i've been who i will be ( Read more... )

I fell asleep with no underwear on.
My intestines, burning, I was parched.
I dreamt of a way to die a quicker death;
I found nothing, so save a few slits.
My eyes are open, but sight is closed.
This weight, this burden, this duty I've hid
is beyond my control now,
and so I give in.

Ohkay, I'm back on this thing for a little while because I seriously need to go off about something.

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I'm on O'ahu. So much has happened from the last time I posted. Less than 3 months until I graduate! Bryson and I have been together for seven and a half months now. :] My longest relationship! He's amazing in every way. I'm so stoked he's coming over to O'ahu right nowww ( Read more... )

I haven't been on LiveJournal in forever ( Read more... )

I'm going to write an entry, I think ( Read more... )

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i need to write this down. i mean, type this out ( Read more... )

It's funny because a day or two after i wrote how much gerry wants to try with me, he decided that he liked freshmen girls better, that i'm way too complicated for his simplicity, that he wanted to reestablish our friendship foundation that ended up just turning to ash ( Read more... )

merry belated christmas!! I'm late again, grr. I don't know why it is, I just haven't been on livejournal lately. It definitely didn't feel like christmas this year, even moreso than last year. but it was alright. uhm. the last couple weeks have been good. model un went really well! :) i met a new friend or two or a few, haha, it was really cool. ( Read more... )