that distant look is in your eye.
I'm going to write an entry, I think.
For the past month, I've been feeling really stressed out. On and off, mostly on though.
-I got my SAT scores.. and they aren't bad, but they didn't quite meet what I wanted them to be.
-MIDTERMS. I haven't really been paying attention to school lately.
-My lack of reading is catching up to me.
-Family's expecations. So recently, my mother and I had a talk about my lack of motivation and things.. oh, and my procrastination.. and my SAT scores (I got 510,540,590.. *shudder*) and we're yelling at each other at 6;45 in the morning. And I say, "I'm not perfect Mom! I can't do everything and anything you want me to!" And she goes (in Chinese), "Why can't you be Kariann!? Why can't you be perfect?" I laughed out of shock. What?
-Best friend(s).. hard to explain.
-Essay, projects.. FUUUUCK, why do I keep putting everything off, I didn't used to be like this.
-Body.
I can't think.
On the other hand, the last few weekends have also been pretty fun.. mostly. Prom was excellent! Especially Kaua'i High's one.
And the boy front? I am ECSTATIC, just containing it very well. :]
Maybe now I'll actually study.
For the past month, I've been feeling really stressed out. On and off, mostly on though.
-I got my SAT scores.. and they aren't bad, but they didn't quite meet what I wanted them to be.
-MIDTERMS. I haven't really been paying attention to school lately.
-My lack of reading is catching up to me.
-Family's expecations. So recently, my mother and I had a talk about my lack of motivation and things.. oh, and my procrastination.. and my SAT scores (I got 510,540,590.. *shudder*) and we're yelling at each other at 6;45 in the morning. And I say, "I'm not perfect Mom! I can't do everything and anything you want me to!" And she goes (in Chinese), "Why can't you be Kariann!? Why can't you be perfect?" I laughed out of shock. What?
-Best friend(s).. hard to explain.
-Essay, projects.. FUUUUCK, why do I keep putting everything off, I didn't used to be like this.
-Body.
I can't think.
On the other hand, the last few weekends have also been pretty fun.. mostly. Prom was excellent! Especially Kaua'i High's one.
And the boy front? I am ECSTATIC, just containing it very well. :]
Maybe now I'll actually study.