pretty if the sun won't shine.
i need to write this down. i mean, type this out.
i don't think i've fallen deep, but i think that i could, and it's because of his eyes.
i can't reach them usually, i can't meet them, but when i do, i feel as if i'm falling, even when it's hours afterward. i don't want this to be another mistake, i don't want another regret. i'm scared of being played LIKEABITCH. he doesn't awaken anything in me, he doesn't make my heart beat faster or my words stuck in my throat; but he makes me want to retreat within myself, i am so self-concious. i like it when he laughs, it's unique, i've never heard anything like it before. and when it's like all his attention is just on me.
we are night and day.
When he looks at me, i feel like he sees me, even when i'm trying to hide, he finds some way to SEE ME. it's exhilarating, yet frightening at the same time.
i dont know, goodnight.
i don't think i've fallen deep, but i think that i could, and it's because of his eyes.
i can't reach them usually, i can't meet them, but when i do, i feel as if i'm falling, even when it's hours afterward. i don't want this to be another mistake, i don't want another regret. i'm scared of being played LIKEABITCH. he doesn't awaken anything in me, he doesn't make my heart beat faster or my words stuck in my throat; but he makes me want to retreat within myself, i am so self-concious. i like it when he laughs, it's unique, i've never heard anything like it before. and when it's like all his attention is just on me.
we are night and day.
When he looks at me, i feel like he sees me, even when i'm trying to hide, he finds some way to SEE ME. it's exhilarating, yet frightening at the same time.
i dont know, goodnight.