[Filter: Private]The Iron Queen. Great Queen. Respected. All that keeps being applied to me. All these people know me as someone that I do not know. I don't think I have anything against myself as that person. But...I don't know that person. Perhaps I should try to find her. Perhaps that would make things better ( Read more... )

Prove myself. I have to prove myself to my own father. Prove myself to a man that...ugh. No. And just what exactly would proving myself do? I'm not interested in proving myself to him or anyone else ( Read more... )

I didn't get rid of enough cookies ( Read more... )

Well..I've made cookies. Lots and lots and lots and lots of cookies. And cupcakes. I made some of those, too. Or..I've made lots of those. And...lots of brownies. Thank goodness for stores that are open all night, otherwise I would have been stuck. Tartarus didn't have much for baking ( Read more... )

Mother, I think I'm gonna get out of the apartment for a while. It's probably best that we take a break from each other. I'm going to stay with Tartarus. It's most likely for the best.

Talk about me like I can't read. Like I don't understand. Like I don't care ( Read more... )

I just realized that those messy papers have been talking about us. And they talked about me.

That's just not acceptable. It must not be one of you, though. None of you have any problem speaking right to my face.

Briseis, daddy is going to buy me a green house. Do you still want to help me?

Who else wants to help me? Mama? Lethe? Thetis? Anyone can help!

[Filter: Private]Don't do this, don't do that, blah blah blah. Stop tellnig me what to do. Leave me alone, everybody.Just leave me alone ( Read more... )

I'm tired of being mortal. I want to go home! Being mortal makes you feel things; stupid things, things I never felt when I wasn't mortal. I hate this business. I'm tired of feeling. Feeling hurts. I'm tired of hurting. I'm tired of being tired. I miss the sunshine. I miss warm. I miss life.

I hate being mortal.