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Right now, I dunno. I dunno how I feel.. I dunno if I have any feelings left in me to even have. Over this past year, my feelings and emotions have been played with and betrayed, and walked all over by a lot of people. I dunno. I am starting to see that that has happened alot over my whole life. Everytime I allow myself to give my emotions and ( Read more... )

omg! I honestly don't know what else could go wrong right now!!!

just after I tell you that life is awesome, andyou have to work through it, an ambulance pulls up, and takes aways the most amazing person that ever stepped into my life. I don't know if they will ever come back. And I don't know how I can just work past this one. it hits to close to home. My grandma had a stroke. The whole right side of her body ( Read more... )

Well I dunno. Life is a crazy place. It is filled with love, hate, anger, and happiness. And over the past year I have felt everything above and more.. And there were many times that I just wanted everything to end, but now looking back, I see that everything has made me a better stronger person.. not weaker.. well I really wanna type everything in ( Read more... )

Just a thought for everyone! If it happened in the past, I have moved on, and I will never go back to dwell upon what was said and done. I love you all, and I forgave it all so long ago, so let's move past our differences..
Love you!

Today was kinda a hard day. I see this person, and I see that they hurt inside, but they don't say anything. I hurt for them soo bad, and I want to reach out to them, but like, I just know that I could never in my dreams fill this position that they are longing for. I hate seeing this go on, but I don't feel in any position to say anything. Well, ( Read more... )

Well, let me see!! It has been a while since I have updated in here.. Iunno.. I just don't have time, and if I do I am so lazy that I just don't fill it out. Anywho.. SOCCER!! Well, it sucks to be quite honest! I really just hate the way we have lost our spirit. and everyone out there on the field is just like ok whatever. Not saying that I am ( Read more... )

Well here ya'll be! I am updating. Today kinda sucked because so many people were in a bad mood and yea, I kinda got the crap end.. oh well.. I am tired! YAY My computer is finally fiexed! I will write more later!

ok, I see that there are some problems with some people, but all I ask is, please stop arguing through my journal.. thanks!
goodnight!