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Today was kinda a hard day. I see this person, and I see that they hurt inside, but they don't say anything. I hurt for them soo bad, and I want to reach out to them, but like, I just know that I could never in my dreams fill this position that they are longing for. I hate seeing this go on, but I don't feel in any position to say anything. Well, last night wasn't that great either, like I don't think people realize what they are doing. Like they only care about themselves, and have kinda forgot that I am a normal person, and still hurt sometimes. They only care about what they are going through, and think I want to hear about it. I mean I have moved on in life, but still I just don't want to know that this person is feeling the way he did for me for someone else, it isn't cool.. but oh well. They have become one of the most impersonal people I have ever met. It is driving me insane. They have went from someone that would ask what was wrong before they even know ing I was upset to just being like.. okk.. whatever.. I mean it just sucks. I could never go thruoght that if I was as close to this person as other people! so just eb strong.. you know who you are! I am here for ya!
Anywho.. Today's game.. well once again we lost, but like I think I played pretty darn well. I even caught a ball with my eye! HECK YEA!! IT was cool. Kyle was there for varsity, being a complete duech as usual, but hey whatever, he doesn't care that he makes me feel like crap.. oh well. Well yea, the ref's sucked butt! They were soo bad. This chick from RP grabbed the ball Mid air and set it down. IN THE FREEKING GOAL BOX!!! I was like sir!! WHAT THE HECK! He was like oh i didn't see it!! AHHHH oh well.. anywho.. oh well another game, another day!! anywho. I am really tired and my face is starting to burn! Speaking of burn. I came home and took a shower, then went downstairs, and we have this wood burner in our living room, and like I was just soo used to it being off because it has been so warm lately, and yea.. I went to sit on it, and yea.. it was definatly warm.. NAW IT WAS FREEKING HOT AS HECK!!
LOL I have a burned leg ahha
Night ya'll!!
Anywho.. Today's game.. well once again we lost, but like I think I played pretty darn well. I even caught a ball with my eye! HECK YEA!! IT was cool. Kyle was there for varsity, being a complete duech as usual, but hey whatever, he doesn't care that he makes me feel like crap.. oh well. Well yea, the ref's sucked butt! They were soo bad. This chick from RP grabbed the ball Mid air and set it down. IN THE FREEKING GOAL BOX!!! I was like sir!! WHAT THE HECK! He was like oh i didn't see it!! AHHHH oh well.. anywho.. oh well another game, another day!! anywho. I am really tired and my face is starting to burn! Speaking of burn. I came home and took a shower, then went downstairs, and we have this wood burner in our living room, and like I was just soo used to it being off because it has been so warm lately, and yea.. I went to sit on it, and yea.. it was definatly warm.. NAW IT WAS FREEKING HOT AS HECK!!
LOL I have a burned leg ahha
Night ya'll!!