Yesterday was Valentine's Day. I have unexpectedly received a rose from him while I was cramming my Medicine paper at the library. I haven't heard from him in such a long time. To make my moving on easier, I opted to erase his number from my phone book. At least, I can't contact him when I'm tempted to keep in touch. Anyway, yesterday felt like the ( Read more... )

2 years and counting, it turns out that this fucked up sleep-wake cycle is nothing surprising already. I blog here because I have certain things to say that cannot be mentioned in tumblr lest I intend for it to become too obvious ( Read more... )

The difficult thing is you've been so guarded most of your life. The moment you let people in, you still get hurt.

I'm so glad to have found the light in you. You in all of your struggle for your light and the darkness that still is in you. You hit me hard. I want to know anything and everything about you. It's been a while since I felt like this. I want to freely fall into the unknown.

I'll take your invitation, you take all of me. :)

I feel like I'm on top of a pole standing alone, struggling to maintain balance. I don't know who to blame for this feeling but I feel so alone right now. This might have been a mixture of me shutting out people and people I used to talk that I don't anymore. It's a sad fact. People move on. I've actually considered it several times to check myself ( Read more... )

im tired of waiting for the great breakthrough in my life. dont bother if it's no longer worth it. thank you for ruining my life. i have allowed you to do so. maybe i wasnt as resiilent as i thought i would be. d, stay away from me. i have kept your part of my life under the radar. do not resurface again. i want to find that peace because my soul ( Read more... )

The alarming and unnecessary reactions of the CBCP towards numerous social issues are starting to catch my attention. Now, I don't really judge those who are against the passing of the said law but really? Has the church become that desperate and threatened that they ask followers to step out of their place of worship if they support such laws? ( Read more... )

I think I need to rest. With everything that's been going on with my life, I just need to lay still and enjoy the nothingness of the moment. The moment I pass 2nd year medicine, I wanna take a time out from all this madness and rest. It sucks because I will have to stop for a year but at least, I get back refreshed but with tougher competition. I ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while so forgive the rusty entry I'm about to write. 24 hours of pure silence and alone time gave me lots of time to think about things. How I view myself, my life and everything involved in it. I must say things haven't changed. I used to be a pessimist on the outside and inside but now, I have been trying to put up a front ( Read more... )

I just let a few minutes pass by watching snippets of One Tree Hill. Of course, the dramatic scenes from my favorite couple would always be what I'd always watch. The two of them said words that could still be relevant up until today. Yeah, now I see the whole picture. He was my Lucas and I was Peyton but sadly, in this version of reality, we don't ( Read more... )