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wow...
So.. I haven't written on here in a real long time. I realize I'm still the same person as last year... but with less friends and I'm finally going to counseling for depression. Life has had its ups and downs... mostly downs. I'm more cynical instead of depressed (which comes with the territory?). I still try to be perfect, but I fail at that ( Read more... ) -
because I haven't
wow.. it seems I haven't really written anything in awhile... and I'm on overload with all the things I "meant" to do.. but not actually got to. So here goes ( Read more... ) -
Bend me over.. and smack some sense into me?
Sigh.. every time I feel like writing.. I'm complaining about something I lack.. something I did wrong.. something I didn't do.. trying to determine what's wrong with me. And I decided.. a whole bunch of things. (this is what happens when I'm alone for days on end contemplating and reevaluating my whole life and what not ( Read more... ) -
The way I am
omg.. I just don't want to think about it anymore.. I just don't want this year to end ( Read more... ) -
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So.. Tonight was def.. nice. After I went to Ashley's. Before that.. can I just say I'm a mess? Somewhat? Like ugh.. okay.. I had my last rugby game today. I honestly I can say I sucked.. but people keep telling me I tackle like a beast or whatever. Well.. yea I tackle.. I frickin play rugby... you have to tackle hard when you're as small as I am ( Read more... ) -
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Oh Bleach.. how I wish you were the world ( Read more... ) -
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So I was watching Moulin Rouge (the ending) today, and yeah, I've seen that movie like a gazillion times, and it still makes me cry. And when I was crying and watching the movie, I remembered the last time I felt like that. Losing a love. It was last semester. I cried my eyes out one night, about 3 weeks after my bf of 3 years and I broke up, and I ( Read more... )
