Sigh.. every time I feel like writing.. I'm complaining about something I lack.. something I did wrong.. something I didn't do.. trying to determine what's wrong with me. And I decided.. a whole bunch of things. (this is what happens when I'm alone for days on end contemplating and reevaluating my whole life and what not ( Read more... )

omg.. I just don't want to think about it anymore.. I just don't want this year to end ( Read more... )