dont really know what compelled me to write right now. im sitting at jens watching sam cause she went out with some high school friends. again, its been to long since my last update. i have a new job at verizon now as a result of telling rich to fuck off in front of my trainee. i definately dont regret it. im so glad to be out of perkins. it ( Read more... )

i need to take time and do a full update cause so much is going on. i hate money and men still but i love my new job at solar midwest and would be completely content being a carny for the rest of my life. im also looking into vegas again. i was going to move there three years ago cause i know people there, but it fell through. im getting the ( Read more... )

oooohhhhh!!!!!! U decide to call me now??? grrr.

well, im completely lame. i have a habit of doing something, it fails horribly, and then i do it all over again. i do this with so many things. its my greatest weakness. my diet, exercising, quiting perkins and going right back, smoking, stupid drunken decisions that are a "good idea" at the time, and of course...abe. my diary entries from 1997 ( Read more... )

well, today sucked ROYAL. im sitting year with a glass of cheap wine, thinking things over. again. and this is the best summary of my life in the past year ( Read more... )

things have been busy lately. i feel so out of the loop. my life is very simplified right now. but some of my close friends are having a rough time and i'm going to do whatever i can to help out. but it is exhausting. stalking cheaters, doctors apts., court dates, and insomnia are catching up to me. its not too bad though ( Read more... )

well, its been quite a while ehh? i need to write more but its been busy. i just bought a new car. a malibu 2000 ls. i love it. i hate my job soooo much. perkins blows! its so full of shitty people. no offense to those i absoutely adore of course. but tommorow i want to look for a new job. i got a new apt, a new car, and a new ....insert ( Read more... )

ok, well-i dont really have much to say at all. i should clean my room, or do the millions of things i should do blah blah blah. god this sucks. im so completely fed up with my life i could puke! an p.s.-dont bother calling me again. i.dont.care.about.her. get it?

beware-venting ahead: ive had a horrible couple of days. i started these new diet pills and they make me naseaus. im in debt. ive been working my ass off, to pay my double rent and bills this month. i even paid two of my five credit cards off. its inevitable. everytime i try to get caught up, it comes crashing down. i woke up today, and ( Read more... )

so...i went on a date tonight. his name is keith. he's a great guy. he's justine's b/f's best friend. i wasnt to happy that it started off two feet away from abe's old place. we were on our way to blaine, and jus and i were following the guys and they decided to stop at the gas station we used to live at. its so hard for me to be out there b ( Read more... )