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so...i went on a date tonight. his name is keith. he's a great guy. he's justine's b/f's best friend. i wasnt to happy that it started off two feet away from abe's old place. we were on our way to blaine, and jus and i were following the guys and they decided to stop at the gas station we used to live at. its so hard for me to be out there b/c i get so sad. but then we went to dinner , and it got better. we all laughed alot and had a blast. he's cute, and sweet. and then jake and jus went home and we went to play pool. it was actually fun. the first of several dates i have been on lately that i had fun. i could possibly really like this guy. I have to get over abe. i dont know how, but i have to open up and give something a try, and i think its about time. we are going out tommorow, and im excited. when he brought me home we talked for a long time in the car outside my house. it was so nice. and so was the goodbye kiss:}

(july 20th-scratch all that. he turned weird. i said we needed to slow down. he cried and cried. grrr.}