I'm not liking this whole "someone else means something to me" thing. I'd say relationship, but I don't actually have one of those ( Read more... )

I don't really know what all of this is. I love my job. It's been so fantastic for me. I've been promoted to full time!! That means I pay a lot less for benefits and get paid more at the same time. So much extra money. I think I'll start paying my student loans again. :) Also, I'm way behind on my grad school applications. And my workout. I'm ( Read more... )

They gave me five more hours at UIC, which bumps me up to 25. Meanwhile, I'm trying to keep my head above water while my computer has stopped recognizing DVDs when it feels like being mean (as far as I can tell). I've been reading a lot and I actually appear to have a social life, which is making my life now seem as though it was lifetimes from ( Read more... )

I have a P/T job. Not sure if I ever posted that for sure. I started last monday. It's good stuff. They want me to get another job there so that my hours go up. I have teh benefits! But I have to suffer through an HMO because it's half as expensive (almost). I'm irritated at having to compromise for roommates (because I have two) because I have ( Read more... )

So, here I go composing again. :/

The incident
Once riding in old Baltimore...

It holds my arms back just before
an embrace, a struggle and then
the moment is lost in awkwardness,
enough to take the decision from me
and throw it carelessly to another.

I couldn't really write about it much earlier, mostly owing to the fact that I was a bit too overwhelmed, at home with my mom, and also not drunk enough to tell about it. Now I have about a shot and a half of whiskey in me and I a bit numb. Saturday (7-7-07) was the day Josh and I had chosen as our wedding day. I went to someone else's wedding that ( Read more... )

I was supposed to be married today.... :/

.... but Chris Marquette is cute!!! I've been watching Joan of Arcadia, and damn he is a FANTASTIC actor and adorable... and the kissing scene is ... *swoon*

Man, I miss intimacy!!

*sigh*

Chris...

GOT THE JOB ( Read more... )

So, I'm leaving my job next week, and as stressful as the next few days will be, it's still very sad. I didn't get to say goodbye to one of my favorite girls and I was very upset about that, and the way that my coworkers have been treating me since I'm leaving... like I don't even exist. I'll never cook another dinner for these girls and I will ( Read more... )